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I would like to be your friend. For some unknown reason, I can't seem to bring myself to closing down the page with your postings. Something about you intrigues me and I'd like to know why.
I’d like to know why also. This is really sweet, it actually makes me wish that you were my friend also. I think in a way this is probably the best compliment I have ever gotten, even though it’s not a compliment. I’m actually probably going to remember this for a long time. Maybe someday when your ready, can you get off anonymous? Or at least try to pinpoint what intrigues you so much about me, I’d really like to know. Thanks for making my day. |
"goodbye" is the only truth.
if you want to leave, you can. i'll remember you though. i remember everyone that leaves.
name: effy-lila, 18/female/single/straight/canada/scorpio. Studying at UofT to get into med school.
Don't take the time to get to know me if you're not going to stick around. I've been hurt way too many times. Fall for actions, not for words.
people leaving me behind
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i love your url!
Same :) hahaha thanks! I’m glad :) |
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uhmmm i'm following ur blog without looking at it first just because i like the "people always leave". its literally my life so i love you for this blog lol <333
<3 I love you for following me, for liking the URL and for relating to it as much as I do. Thanks for you kind words! :) |
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hii! how you been? its been a while... :P
Yes it has been a whole. I’ve been okay, nothing changes. It’s been the exact same for almost two year now. Boring and depressing haha. Yourself? |
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I fee like i'm not good enough, like i have nothing going for me, and no one here for me. like if i died, it wouldn't matter, except i'm too much of a coward to kill myself. like i wanna die, but not be the one to do it. like if i died, maybe someone would miss me, maybe then they'd care.
Don’t you dare say you aren’t good enough. You are enough- you are beautiful. You are here, and you have a right just as much as any other human being to be loved and cared for. So you think no one care for you? That won’t be for long. Honestly, screw it. Do you expect someone to care for you, when you don’t even care for yourself? When you don’t even care for your own existence? You aren’t a coward for not taking your own life, you are however, strong enough not to. Honestly, I know things are probably shit right now, and that you might feel-or who knows- maybe no one currently cares, but honestly, you are alive, you have the skin on your body, to help you touch and feel, you have the eyes in your eyeballs to, go look at wonderful things, inspirational things, you have the lips and tongue in your body, to make you taste, and you have those beautiful ears of yours, to help you hear beautiful sounds. Most importantly, you have the capability to give yourself pleasure. Honestly, you don’t need someone right now to care for you, you need to care for yourself, and fucking open your eyes, you are living, you are allowed to experience so much things. Yeah sure, maybe people would care for you after you passed. But, whats the point of that then? You will already be gone. That’s kind of upsetting, no? Honestly, if the people you have surrounded yourself currently, only would care for you after you passed, then they are shitty people, and you need to find better ones to surround yourself with. You don’t deserve people who only care for you, when the absence of your presence comes about, you need people who cherish you and care for your current present you, the one that is walking, talking, breathing and living life. I’m not saying that you can just one day stop being upset, and feeling like you aren’t good enough. But honestly, there is a reason you are on this planet, there is a reason why you are living the life you are living, and for fuck sake it would be a shame to lose you. Don’t give up. Never give up. And show the basterds who don’t care for you right now, that you know how to fucking live. Trust me when I say this, you don’t need others to care for you, you need yourself to care for you, you need music, and art, and film, and things that inspire you and make you think. The people- the interactions-the relationships-will come on their own- without any effort. You are worth it, you are worth having a life. I don’t know if this helped, I don’t know maybe I just went on a rant, but I hope this helps you. I am always here. Stay strong, and don’t forget, you are living, and you have a chance to experience wonders. |
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Hey there. I just wanted to share my advice blog with you and your followers. The url is just-inhaleandexhale on tumblr. This blog is for those people who need someone to talk to but have no one they trust. It’s completely anonymous so I don’t know who they are and vise-versa. They don’t have to worry about their problems spreading or being judged. Please share because you never know when someone might need it.
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Your blog speaks to me and some how makes me feel better. Thank you. <3
No problem, thank you for your kind words. I’m glad it helps out just me and that I’m not alone in this world, you aren’t either. Always here lovely. <3 |
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do you smoke weed
Yes, but not like every single day, or even month. Just once in a while. |
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I fucking love you. Honestly. You're one of my favourite blogs and that will never change. I just fucking love you.
Well this basically brightened my night, having a beautiful girl like you love my blog and me so much. You are amazing, I don’t know why I wan’t follow you before! Thank you so much, love ya too lovely! xox |
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Q&R
Q. Turn ons? An amazing smile- that more or less gets me pretty fast-, lip biting (any sort-of biting), sensitive guys, smarts, British/New Zealand/Australian accents, Low-riding, guys who are really touchy, showing me how badly they want me, touching me all over when we make-out, confidence, when I know they are nervous, when guys suck or bite my inner thighs, collar bones, wandering hands, being kissed so hard you can’t breathe, the sound of the bed hitting the wall, but also trying to be quiet, breathing hot air on my neck, neck kisses, when they look me straight in the eye when they’re putting on their clothes or i am, any sort of eye contact, knowing i’m turning them on, like being able to see it on their face, listening to their heart beat, especially when it’s accelerating, kissing down his stomach, teasing or being teased, half smile between kisses, showering together, cuddling, when they cup your face as they kiss me, when he gets aggressive, playing with my hair, when he steals a kiss, tickling, play fighting, pulling my hair, touching the back my back as we walk to guide me, when he squeezes my back, heavy breaths between long kisses, when they wrap their arms around me and pull me in, when he pushes up my chin to kiss me, moaning and dimples. Honestly, the list can go on. R. Turn offs? Impolite, Rude, Mean, Not a good listener, disrespectful, cocky, bad breathe, a lot of body hair, posers, over competitiveness, having too much muscles, having not much to say, being overly shy in bed, body odour, leading me on, cheating, smoking excessively, and being a sexists. |
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B and F(:
B. Have you ever been in love? If yes, how many times? And how do you know it was love? I don’t believe I have ever been in love, I believe love is something mutual between to people and I don’t anyones ever loved me. Or at least every guy I’ve ever been with loved me as I have “loved” them. F. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes, I have been cheated on by one of my exes, with a ex-close girlfriend of mine. I cut them both out of my life right when I found out. |
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Just letting you know that someone out here cares <3 Hope you're having a lovely day!
Thank you so much anon, this means so much. I am having an alright day- it isn’t as wonderful as the other days that I have spent these days having deep thoughts and meeting wonderful people- but it was decent- if you don’t count the part where i fell on ice and destroyed my knee-cap. haha, anyway, hope you had a wonderful day! <3 :) |
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hi.. Can we be friends?
Of course we can, this makes me happy- I’m always interested in making new friends! :) |
